When I first look in the mirror
Without a hand around my soul
I will fail to recognize myself
Until I’ve sunk so low
and without the constant anguish
How will know I’m alive
If I push them all away
There’ll be no soul left there to die
What can I say to fix the story
What can I say to face the facts
I could always claim to live the dream
And never dare look back
Cause I’m sleeping on a bed of grass
Not sure when I’ll wake up
And the clouds are storming over me
And I can feel the bugs
If I open for a moment
who knows what I’ll find
I haven’t unlocked that door
Or the girl I left behind
So I’ll entertain the comments
And the way they look at me
It doesn’t really matter
As long as I’m still seen-
Hell even if I’m just an outline
Or barely even there
As long as eyes are on me
Who am I to say I care
What can I say to fix the story
What can I say to face the facts
I could always claim to live the dream
And never dare look back
[CHORUS X2]
Cause I’m sleeping on a bed of grass
Not sure when I’ll wake up
And the clouds are storming over me
And I can feel the bugs
If I open for a moment
who knows what I’ll find
I haven’t unlocked that door
Or the girl I left behind
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