What Have I Done

I just wish you would hold me

the way you did before.

I know the blame is on me

I don’t know anymore.

I’ve given all my pieces

to you and the whole world.

I have but one more reason,

to try and save the girl.

I gave my knives.

I gave my pain.

I gave my life.

Threw it away.

I gave my scars,

and no one cared.

I gave my heart

when I was scared.

But it doesn’t really matter

what I did.

It doesn’t really

what I’ve done.

It doesn’t really matter

how I’ve lived.

It only really matters

what I’ve done.

What have I done?

I just wish you’d forgive me.

Or at least hear my true words.

Can you hear when I’m on my knee?

Or am I too far down to hurt?

I regret the way I acted.

I regret the way I burned.

I regret the things I told you.

I regret the things I learned.

I gave my knives.

I gave my pain.

I gave my life.

Threw it away.

I gave my scars,

and no one cared.

I gave my heart

when I was scared.

But it doesn’t really matter

what I did.

It doesn’t really

what I’ve done.

It doesn’t really matter

how I’ve lived.

It only really matters

what I’ve done.

What have I done?